Should I give up on becoming a mom? Should I give up on trying to get pregnant? Should I give up on becoming a single mother by choice?
These were the questions I started struggling with after the failed frozen embryo transfer. I really had a hard time. After so many failed attempts I was shocked at how difficult this one was.
The first failed transfer after IVF I could chalk up to bad luck. But now two failed attempts. What does this mean? Then I started thinking about the previous failed attempts before IVF and my missed miscarriage. For the first time since I started on this journey I really began to wonder if I should give up on becoming a mom.
Here is where my faith and self-care pillars of joy came in handy. Since the pregnancy tests were negative I decided to up my exercise routine and I started walking/jogging outside. During one of these workouts I felt compelled to pray and I got some clarity. Should I give up on becoming a mom or continue on?
Check out the video below to see what I decided.