Chasing Joy

I Should Be Having A Baby This Week

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I should be having a baby this week.  I found out I was pregnant in early December 2015, just in time for my mom's birthday.  We had a couple of really great super happy days watching the pink line on the test get darker and darker and getting positive results from the doctor.  Unfortunately further blood tests revealed that things were not progressing and I lost the pregnancy on Christmas Eve.  Everything happened so fast that I never even got an official due date from the doctor.  Online tools … READ MORE

Remembering Your Are Not Alone After A Loved One Dies

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This morning I had a dream about my mom. I dreamt that we were standing on the porch of my childhood home getting ready to get into my car which is funny because I didn't own a car when I lived at that address. so my mom and I start down the stairs to go get my car and I said to her you know you're dead right? She said yeah I know but as long as you remember I'm still here. I don't know if I responded or if we just continue to proceeded toward the car but it didn't seem weird or anything in the … READ MORE

Keep Your Goals Front And Center

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Goals! We all have them!  They give us something to work towards.  They help give our lives purpose and structure. Working towards them helps us to feel accomplished.  Accomplishing goals helps us to feel Joy. Therefore, it is important to keep your goals front and center. There are many ways to keep your goals front and center.  Creating a Vision Boards is a popular way to do it.  Having accountability partners is another way to do it that also ties in getting support from others.  Those are … READ MORE

Baby Making Update: Guess How Old My Ovaries Are?

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Guess how old my ovaries are.  Here is a hint I am 36 but my ovaries aren't. So I finally went to talk to my doctor about my test results.  They were not good.  My fertility picture is not looking as good as it was a year ago but I had not actually gotten the doctor's perspective.  Check out the video below to see what she said and to find out how old my ovaries are.     So what do you guys think?  Are you and your ovaries the same age?  LOL … READ MORE

I Did Not Find Joy In San Diego

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Lately I have been doing some traveling.  My most recent trip was to San Diego and it was...  well, I don't really know what to call it. Unfortunately, I did not find Joy in San Diego.   I've never been much of a traveler.  Don't get me wrong I like to see new things and what no but I don't have travel in my blood like some of my friends and family members.  It is probably mostly related to my fear of flying.  Luckily I have embraced the joy of Xanax and have a lot less trouble getting on planes … READ MORE

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